.Saturday, December 1, 2007 ' 3:44 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
i'm so bored now :(( wondering what you doing now?
why recently you never online? and can't find you chat.
i dont dare msg you to online la. sorry oh.
cos i scare later ask you online, then never talk to you and keep quiet. then will start to quarrel or you'll scold me. so nvm la.
sigh, today quarrel again. haish.
from your tone,
you seems to be frustrated and irritated by me le bah.i not purposely to do that to you. i know im wrong.
im really very scared if these continue on, we might fade.
if like this how can we bear for so many years and last long?!
but anyway i'm the one who make these out myself. sigh. i feeling sad and lonely now.
who can chat out my xin shi? i really need you now.
i dont think i have the right to say that...im scared. my heart is sourish. sian leh. life is boring.
are we reallt starting to fade? you might be abit sian of me. things seems to be changing recently.
but what am i supposed to do.
im trapped in the darkness of nowhere. please, save me out. i want some brightness.
im sorry to keep like this to you. haish. im starting to think im not at all a good gf.
concerns on you is have. jokes with you also have.
but... sacarstism on you have bah. you'll starting to find out that i keep saying words to suan on you. making you sad, hurt your heart. i realised it myself. im getting overboard. i feel sorry. i'll change.
AND i promised to you just yesterday that quarrels wont ever happened to us again. even if yes, i'll control or what so ever shit. promises are not gonna to be trusted to you le i guess. im feeling very down now. sighhh... where are you??
am i very bu yao lian when after quarrel say i miss you?! from my thinking, i think i did. somemroe im the one who made it. arrrrrrrr!!!! guan ying niang niang...
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