.Friday, December 28, 2007 ' 4:59 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
today i said to you those words, are really from my heart. i've never said to any of my steads of that. i feel myself so direct to you. is like got a very close feeling with you. closer than anyone else. you understand my more than anyone else. those words i said are true. im just too honest to you. after you, i wont be having anymore of relationship. somemore my parents, i know they wont allow. yes, im quite tired of having secret relationship. if want to be fair to you, i'll wait till i can have relationship, then come back find you. then from there, we shall see if we really have the fate once more to be together again. i'll always be there for you, waiting for you to be back to mine. i do really hope we'll be back again. but is like so long, i really dont know really can or not. it's rather difficult. there's always a fear in my heart. dont know how to express and say it out. dont know how long we can last.. it's like so confusing. ask me dont think, i cant. dont know why recently really dont have any mood to do anything. scared i'll become quieter and quieter. ever since i think of breaking with you, but scared to lost you, scared i'll not used to it, scared of o'level, i realised i treasured you even more, thinking of you even more, loving you deeply. there's still many years, people's character will change. i hope you really wont change. really scared of thinking the future. it's so confusing..
im now so tired, confused, complicated.
DLing, you dont think about what i said today to you. and you'll be my last stead. i really want to stay single, and wait for the years to pass.. and see you soon...
i......
love you..
