.Thursday, December 20, 2007 ' 5:44 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
DLing, i really really LOVE you very much. :D
whenever being with you, always very happy de.
even sad, also sad infront and cry in front of you. with your shoulder relay on.
isn't it very comfortable :D
i'm not very sure our 約定still can make it. but no matter what, i stil believe it will :)
like alot of confident on it. hmmm. why? :)
you always asked me why i will fall in love on you. even when at first i started to know you, that feeling isn't as strong as know. maybe cos so many months, reaching 1year annivasary, our love starting to build up, stronger and stronger.
i start to love you is cos, you're different from other guys. though you got attitude, fierce, lame, pettyful, and many many more bad points. (when it's not that many luh). but the way you treat me is better than other more guys. being with you, is like feel free, bully you, joke with you, play with you, you'll also 配合. playing along. when i know you like not purposely to do that, cos you're somehow the same personality as me. thats why we get along well, resulting in building up love. you can sacrifice for me while i sometimes can't. which is part of an unfairness to you, this is what i think :p my thinking still haven change. falling in love with you, i'll never regret in my life. this will be
best, sweetest relationship you've given me. your heart, giving up your friends and almost every single things. and i do appreciate them, though i know im not as good as you, given up everything. it's gonna be a wonderful memories. though we've gone through many obstacles, the worst quarrel and happiest day. every seconds being with you, there's always more smiles than cries or sadness. so it's rather wonderful. i know i cant give you the most wonderful memories, eg. like what steads always do, eg. going out openly, shopping etc. when both of us get matured, my parents a prove me of having bf when i've to concentrate on my studies while you too oh~!! over the years, you'll have to concentrate on your studies, get good results. of course, we'll still continue our contact, no disconnection in between unless unpleasant things come etc. you're the one whom i given the trust on, my heart, love, and everything. though there're unhappiness for that period of time, for the longest time ever, 7 days, without break in between, do you still rmb this? although that happened, but i still dont regret at all, until now. there's always few secrets between two of us, it's gonna be a forever secret between only you & me. no one else, even when you grown up, found another girl, dont tell her anything about our secrets :p opps* i abit bad. no matter how is it, there's still a worry in my heart, is that we'll really make it for the 9/10 years 約定. but just dont think too much. when there's fate between us, we'll still meet at that time. studies always come first :) i'll never forget you, this Laogong de. forever memories. muackz.
anyway, still have to 委屈 you being with me. can't have a real relationship, though i brought to you happiness. i know you'll tell me that im not dragging you along, but my thinking still cant change :X hehe.
IF there's a day that we're unable to continue this relationship, do rmb that i'll still be your side, supporting you, anwei you, got anything also can come find me, even your studies or problems or you're looking for someone to share with your sadness. i'll always be there for you.
every single seconds. my love on you will always be in my heart. get well for your results always. you're smart de :p LAOGONG, wo ai ni
these are from my heart. dont know why today suddenly want say out everything. which is goody de. hehe~ muackz muackz loving you always in my heart.
you're the best, qing ai de!Labels: no regrets at all
