.Friday, February 1, 2008 ' 8:08 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
before i go off to malaysia, there's
some last sentences that i want to tell you hubby;
seriously, i can't bear to leave singapore, all because of you! i'm just scared of your safety here, your health, your every single thing. i can't be here to protect, take care of you, can't get to know anything about you
in TIME, and many many more im worrying of.
scared that over these many days, dont know what will actually happened to you, especially
your safety! goshh... so many cars around, scared will have accident, CHOI.!! seriously cant put my heart down on you. just that big heavy stone in my heart. talking about last year CNY, because it's just the starting of our relationship, so is like my heart got small, rather light stone. but now, after 1 year passed being with you, the love in my heart on you of course will increase. but nevermind. i'll get more people to protect you on behalf of me. but i wont ask
GIRLS to look after you :X seriously scared things will turn on badly. scared you'll fade and change heart. i rather your safety come first than you changing heart. just want you safe thats all! so remember this, be careful of your sefety~!
these few days we had misunderstanding rather alot, but we did able to overcome it. now there's one more thing adding onto your stress, which was your ahma's health. i really hope she's fine. somemore she's old le, somemore she's your only ahma left, i knew if anything gone wrong to her, you'll greatly affected. your second uncle's death already made you like this le, just dont want anything to add onto you.
bless that your ahma will be fine! tian xia tai ping~!
and not that i want to find things to quarrel with you. i also dont wish to quarrel with you BUT build up our love. so that i
MIGHT be able to go off peacefully. hmmm.. seriously
REALLY scared. and i'm
quite jealous when you all can celebrate together in singapore with sam they all. i really jealous :X cos got the girls :XX sorry oh. im really afraid. im just jealous this and that. and alot of things. overall, scared you'll fade or change heart. will we be able to celebrate Valentines' Day? will we be able to celebrate our 1year 1month anniversary? goshhh... i HOPE...
HOPING... i really love you alot. i know you might think i dont want or fade from you from the way i treat you. outside i looked like that, behaved to you liked that, but
i stil love you. muackz. god BLESS!!
Please.! wait for me!
i LOVE you DARLING!!!
