.Saturday, March 1, 2008 ' 1:52 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
i'm confused now. i don't know what i want, what i can do for the present.
which side do i treasure the most? which one is the most precious to me?
seriously, i've been thinking of these. these things had been following me since last year.
i don't know whether i want to be an angel or a devil?!
how i wish this can be solved as soon as possible by the methods of peacemakers.
i dont want either side to be hurt. yes, i know it'll definitely happen to both sides. but if there is good ways, how i wish i could use them. in exchange with me :/
last night, realised something, which made me unable to sleep well. i seriously hoped that it's not what i'm thinking of now. hope it's not something bad for the truth. i dont want! i dont want my family to be seperated. and i really dont believe he will do such things as i really believe him. PLEASE, HELP!
i dont wish to see anyone sad, hurt, or what so ever. any ideas on it??
why must it when i totally believe you le, putting my heart on you, and there's something bad blocking my way. is it an obstacle to overcome for me once again? shit it man.
sigh.. im so troubled. i love both sides. but i know one day, i'll still have to feel sorry on one of the side. sian... what should i do? i really feel like crying out my heart. i really need it!! :((( im feeling unpeace now. no peace for me. no happiness. no nothing for now. my life is really nothing le.
im sorry ma...
im sorry my darling...
im sorry to everyone...
