.Tuesday, March 4, 2008 ' 5:56 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
im just wondering and thinking... am i giving what you wanted? happiness? i find myself always causing you in bad things in all sorts of ways. when we're in quarrelling states, the words you said made me think that in the one causing. and IM NOT BLAMING YOU! dont think that way. it's just my thinking. i feel so guilty and bad. i think that i was liked so bad. dont know what to do. nothing else that can do for you. what shall i do leh?
yes, i admit these few days i've been very irritated by the things that kept bothering my mind. im scared, im confused, im sad and hurt. i still dont know what path to choose. im stucked in the middle. dont feel guilty as you're not the one causing out. if there isn't you with you, if i nvr choose to be with you, i wont be as happy, and you wont be the one who i can find to talk out my heart. =) you're my closest. i donno who to find anymore. as my cousins they all leaving. i really feel lonely :( im not as close with the girls. hmmm. i can feel. i really sometimes feel lonely man... fan nao of my studies etc. :)) dont know seh.
for you, i kept making you sad, hurting you once again and again, non-stop. nvr gave you what you wanted. seriously. it's been 1years plus le. you know very clearly of everything..
shall say no more. step by step bah =)) ily babi muackz :DD
