.Thursday, July 3, 2008 ' 8:57 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
since how long i've posted ?ya, seems to be quite aperiod of time blogging here.i don't like to blog here too, as if i blog here, means there're quarrels with him.however, though it's been a long period of time i blog here, we still had quarrels in between these months, weeks, day . . .i became, don't dare to blog about our quarrels.as, we seemed to quarrel frequently. the problem that caused us quarrel, seemed to be similar.hmmmm , treating you sweeter than any other, which was the past few days, really sweeten into my heart, deep inside.however, those cruel sms'es which you sent to me on friday, really hurt me deep into my heart.however, i don't seem to bother the bad things.so many bad things happened so easily between us, seemed that we're so weak in this relationship ? is that so ?i don't know . . .i felt my heart so tight inside, seemed to have many undiscovered and sad things inside.feeling so uncomfortable, and having a scared and fearful feelings every second.could not get rid of that fear feeling inside my heart for years.so xin ku . . .maybe, i'm the cause of everything. i apologise, whether is it me or not ?you want to accept it, as you wish.i know you're very disappointed in me, no longer as trustful liked the past.then . . . ? i don't know what else to add in.just know that inside my heart, the feelings are undescribable . . .sometimes, things can't be say clearly between two parties.by the way, really dont know what to say.good bye then . . . iloveyou
