.Tuesday, February 3, 2009 ' 7:13 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
i did tell myself to control and change myself because of you.
i had the heart to change,
all because of you.
reason;
i found out how much i love you,
how much i need you,
how much i miss you,
for that 1 week plus in malaysia.
it was just how i told you in the msg.
knew you'll be happy and relieve hearing your girlfriend making this decision.
the first sight i saw you, i'm really very happy.
i knew i kept on pushing you away,
partly because i'm just playing with you,
secondly, it's too sudden as for a week didn't close.
that's all...
i wore those short clothes doesn't prove i don't love you, i've changed.
i'll be hurt and sad too, by the way you said your girlfriend.
i know it's for my own good.
but i also dont know how to answer you.
i really want to have a simple, unstressful, no quarrels, peace, filled with loves, cares, more.
but,
it's fragile, bad.
i really love you very deep.
true
not lying
